Valentines Day is just around the corner.
So as much as I would like to say that I'm the type of girl who could give a hoot about it....but honestly, I'm so excited.
Disgusting isn't it? 


Corey and I are going with some friends to Possum Kingdom for the weekend. 
Camping [sort of, we're going in a cabin because we're afraid it will be too cold], hikes, and snuggling. Perfect weekend.
No need for the expensive dinner, dressing up, and doin' a little freaky freaky, I mean, seriously, why put all of that kind of pressure onto a relationship that is already going so perfectly! : ]
So yes, very exciting.


Since we are of course BROKE COLLEGE STUDENTS, our menu is looking something along the lines of:


Taco's one night.
Pasta with tomato sauce another.
PB&J sandwiches
possibly soup??


Romantic eh?? Still, I'm STOKED! I cannot wait to see him! One week feels like an eternity.


Corey keeps reminding me, "There are couples separated with someone in danger off in Iraq! We've got it good!" Of course I know he is right...But still, every day apart brings a pathetic little tear drop. Love? I think so.




So Corey's Mimi sparked an idea. Here it is:


I was sitting, playing with Heidi [Corey's 3 year old sister] when Mimi asked me, "Christina, why aren't you going to be a teacher? You would be great at it!"
CHILDHOOD EDUCATION MAJOR instead of visual communications!!
Heck yeah! Freaking great idea!!
I absolutely adore kids, can be creative during the week with art projects, different teaching styles, and decorating the class room at christmas, thanksgiving, valentines day, earth day....kindergardeners are easily entertained and hey, who doesn't love the ABC's.....?
And heck! I can pursue my passion for photography on the weekends and in the summer doing weddings and senior pictures and everything!
Andddddd, Dad will be so much more willing to pay a fortune on a degree that can be used in so many different environments and WILL ALWAYS BE NEEDED. : ] 
I could change a child's life in a positive way......a lifetime goal!
Omgsh, another plus....Lot's of vacations like Spring break, Summer break, Christmas break! I like!!!!


So yes, there it is. My newest post.
Be excited.







MAUI: 37 DAYS



Everybody needs inspiration
Everybody needs a song
A beautiful melody
When the night's so long
Cause there is no guarantee
That this life is easy

Yeah, when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I, I look at you
When the waves are flooding the shore and I
Can't find my way home anymore
That's when I, I, I look at you

When I look at you
I see forgiveness
I see the truth
You love me for who I am
Like the stars hold the moon
Right there where they belong and I know
I'm not alone

Yeah, when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I, I look at you
When the waves are flooding the shore and I
Can't find my way home anymore
That's when I, I, I look at you

You, appear, just like a dream to me
Just like kaleidoscope colors that
Cover me
All I need
Every breath, that I breathe
Dontcha know?
Your beautiful

Yeah yeah..

When the waves are flooding the shore
And I cant find my way home anymore
Thats when I,
I I look at you
I look at you

Yeah yeah..
Oh oh..
You appear just like a dream to me.





Jealousy: 
an emotion and typically refers to the negative thoughts and feelings of insecurity, fear, and anxiety over an anticipated loss of something that the person values, such as a relationship, friendship, or love. Jealousy often consists of a combination of emotions such as anger, sadness, and disgust.



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"It is in the character of very few men to honor without envy a friend who has prospered."
-Aeschylus



"Do not overrate what you have received, nor envy others. He who envies others does not obtain peace of mind."
-Buddha



"O, beware, my lord, of jealousy!
It is the green-eyed monster which doth mock
The meat it feeds on."
-William Shakespeare



So question....
If jealousy is so common [Aeschylus] why is it that we feel like such horrible people when we find ourselves being jealous.
Oh wait, that's right......thanks Buddha and I can't forget the great, William Shakespeare for clearing that one up for me.


It is a problem- this jealousy thing.
And understand, I'm not just talking about relationships [whether they be romantic or friendships]  but also, siblings, talent, ect.
I catch myself doing this all of the time, caught in the whirlwind of absolute ecstasy, reality, depression, jealousy, closure, self-confidence, ecstasy.....on and on.


How do you end it for good? Does it ever just...go away?? Humm.....


Missing my girls.


8:30 am: Wake up
9:00 am: Leave for school
10:10 am: Ballet [: DD]
11:15 am: History [ew]
12:10 pm: Leave for lunch
2:15 pm: Graphic Design
4:05 pm: Leave school

After school:

workout
skype with corey
shower
skype with corey
homework
skype with corey
dinner
skype with corey
skype with corey
skype with......i think you get it
think about corey
skype....."
say goodnight to corey
go to bed

repeat.



Pathetic?? Don't worry...I agree. Oh K-twn.



Okay, on another note,
today I figured out how to finally put music on my phone
too bad the files were too big to use as a ringtone
and i'm too lazy to figure out how to change the size.

I hope tomorrow in graphic design, we actually learn something cool....
instead of how to change fonts and font sizes.
like, really?

Maui is around the corner.
I've been working out every day, dieting, and even doing a cleanse.
Obsessive? Probably.
Do I care? No way.
Bikini+current christina= no bueno
But soon that won't be the case. : ]]

I wish I actually had something to blog about.....like in Julie and Julia.
Any ideas...anybody?? You there?







Keller sucks
Lubbock doesn't
Miss my friends....
But most of all, Corey.

He needs to come home.
NOW.